... that is hanging over the precipice, which divides the life childbearing with that of being a crone.
I visited my doctor today for some accumulating issues. I spoke with him about going on Chlomid to concieve, after we get a couple of things squared away first. I hope that I'm thinking rationally on this! My heart says to go with it, because it will be my last opportunity. But, my mind is second guessing things. I absolutely want another baby and have ever since we lost Victoria. So, in the end, it is truly a non-issue, because I will do this!
I think that the biggest thing to scare me right now, is that I have had a bleeding cyst on my breast for the past 4 weeks, with an ugly discharge coming from my nipple. I'm scheduled to have the lump excised and tested for malignancy in 2 weeks. He has me on an antibiotic, but told me that he holds no hope that it will affect anything with this growth.
All in all, I will be going to bed with a smile on my face tonight! Just the thought of being proactive in trying to conceive again, is enough to make my heart sing.
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