1st...you are caring for your baby so you are Never a bad mommy...keep that in mind at all times, lady..you have been through so much!!
2nd..can you call your local LLL or a lactation consultant for latching help? That might help you feel more secure about things

Both of these will come to you if you need it!
Many hugs, mama..he's so beautiful!
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Meg
Mama to Alexis, 22; Jacob, 19; and Elijah 11/20/02 and Sophia Jane, 11/20/04
Elijah allows me to dress him nicely and take a picture!