Sorry. Just felt a bit funny putting myself out there so much. I'm a bit neurotic over this whole situation!

Deleting my post since you deleted the OP. Hope my reply didn't upset you. :(

I read it. Just a :hug: for you.

hope all is well! im me tomorrow if you wanna chat tomorrow!
heather

Thanks mamas. Really I needed to talk it over w/dh. Mostly I am absolutely sick over being in this position *yet again* in such a short period of time, and I feel like a failure. :( But, as my wonderful dh keeps reminding me, we can't change the past, only learn from it.

Moving forward...we've made a decision. :)

ETA, Maryalene - no you didn't upset me at all. I just posted something that I really needed to talk over w/dh, and he wasn't available at the time.