I usually do not post about negative things but man, this last month has been really crappy and has put me into a rut. I haven't even been posting much because I don't feel inspired to say or write anything helpful.
The last month has been filled with my bro's marital problems (way more to it but we will leave it at that), finding out I am pg (which is good) but that my insurance will not pay for the $3600 birthing center birth that I need to keep me away from the c-section happy dr.s in my area (Gabe was a C, Gavin was a successful V-bac, but most docs still want me to have a C even if I breathe wrong because Of having one in the past), and our washing machine took a puke this weekend which means another $400 in the hole. That all on top of my never ending feeling that I just don't fit in this mainstream area is just to much to take right now.
I have no idea how we are going to come up with $4000 of unexpected expenses in the next 7 months. I am already extremely frugal and have NO unnecessary bills so I don't know what I can do. It just all makes me so darn sad to be faced with such hard luck lately
Sorry to be a bummer and dump on everyone but at least I know here that some of you will understand how these things can impact ones life. When discussing it with my family they all think I am nuts and should just get an elective C-section because then I could pick the babies B-day
