Elana is driving me NUTS. She is shrieking at the top of her lungs when she's angry or wants something. I can't take it. I'm ready to drop kick her. What really gets me going is when she and Ava are fighting and they are BOTH shrieking. That high-pitched, nailsonchalkboard, ear-piercing girly screech.
Being stretched so far beyond my limits physically, I'm an emotional wreck right now and my coping skills are pretty much nonexistant. Somewhere I need to find the reserves to deal with this in a compassionate, gentle way...but part of ME wants to throw a d@mn hissy fit too!
I need more meds, I'm certain of it.
