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Originally Posted by Deborah
Thanks everyone .... so glad to hear Linda you were able to tune into Mary Jane -- I saw her today and she is doing so well -- her head is completely cleared from the bruising. Her skin still looks a bit yellow but her demeanor is amazing - she's so calm. Thanks for working on the birth trauma -- it was a bit scary - she was twisted sideways and then had her hand by her face which blocked her and then her cord was wrapped around her ankle trapping her and then the suction was used -
Interesting that you found resistance to my letting go of the ear pain ... makes sense though, otherwise why would I have it? But I'll have to ponder that and see what comes up. I'm getting a sense of punishing myself -- but no idea why. ( I actually ended up going to the ER because it was so bad and I couldn't clear it. I can't believe I'm saying this but it felt good to go and get help, even from an allopathic doctor. It's on the mend today ... )
I am doing a three day spiritual intensive this weekend and wonder what will come up --
Nothing is ever as it seems, that's for sure.
And what's funny Linda, I know you were kidding, but I feel totally needy -- which I don't like at all .... very uncomfortable for me .... aahhhhhh! <<<<<running away screaming ...>>>>  |
so glad to hear everyone is on the mend.so glad.
I was actually TESTING you when I said you were needy~to see what might come up for you. It is definitely a theme..that comes up for you. Not wanting to aks for help push/pull...needing it so much, but not feeling comfortable asking for it. THe whole 'my needs were not met as a baby thing?' Maybe you need proof over and over that you won't be rejected when you reach out for help? hmm....
Along these lines..it stood out to me that you DID get help from the ER...and was happy to get help from SOMEONE..so you honored that part of yourself? Maybe a lesson for you is that you need to reach out for help and feel like it is OK?
IS the ear infection directly linked to your dad somehow?(if you ask your intuition?)
its a journey...one day at a time...
so what did they give you in the ER that helped?