I am right there with you Mama!! ((((HUGS)))))
I have cried,read,cried researched,cried,read countless nights ad days.
Peyton had her 2 month shots and at her 4 month appt she had only 2 shots. HIB and DTaP.
I am NOT taking her back in for her 6 month shots. I am DONE with agonizing over the issue and so DH made the decision for me...We are NOT vaxing anymore.
In Wisconsin we have all 3 of the exemptions which are religious,medical and philosophical. So for philosophical reasons we are NOT vaxing and Peyton will go to school (if we don't homeschool her) Of course if there is an outbreak of any of the diseases i might change my mind. But Polio is considered non existence and no longer a threat in the US since 1994.
As far as the HepB...I am not doing that one anymore either. Peyton is NOT sexually active, is not a drug user and is not living with anyone who is at risk either
All I can say is FOLLOW YOUR HeART....that what parenting is all about