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Originally Posted by organicmama
this is really tough. I was a monster in ways the first year of menopause and wanted to leave my husband.
Fortunately I had mama friends to share with and my friend Joy who spent time with me and made me feel happy even though my world was rocking.
I did not even realize what was happening.
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i wonder how much of this can be applied to surgical menopause...even in a woman with her ovaries? i am technically *not* in menopause hormonally...but this statement is describing my life. i've been on the verge of leaving for weeks...with some reason but not so much. and i'm not going to leave...i'm working through it...but i have placed my kids in PS and am going back to school myself and...and...and...i'm seeing so many faults in dh right now. i realize it's not very fair to him so i'm keeping it to myself, but that's not so good.
i'm feeling very isolated too. i don't really have anyone close to me here anymore. i can make a call any time day or night if i need it...but i can't just sit out back with a girlfriend and process any more. that's *really* hard.