kr...can i just say i love you? your words are always like a salve on a wound...really they are.
i've been eating like crap and running ragged. today (before i even read your message) i went back to bed for a bit and just lazed around. i did run some errands but the universe is watching out for me. i had photos to do today this evening at the lake, but they postponed for me (not my doing) so i'll be able to relax into the holiday with my family (charles will be here tomorrow.)
they all know i'm over-spent right now and are being so loving (all my boys, including dh
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may i ask a question of you? i'm finding that since my surgery...with each subsequent woman i attend, i'm feeling so very different. it's like a welling of something inside of me that just pours out to my moms. i wasn't like that before...i was loving and committed and passionate...but this is something else entirely. i wonder if it's just me and my imagination...but i'm not thinking so when i think of it logically. have you experienced anything like that, i know you don't "treat" people clinically but when making your products and counseling people...do you feel a different energy coming out of yourself than you had before your surgery?
it's nearly tangible...like reiki kind of (but i'm not reiki-trained)...others can feel it from my hands. it's weird and amazing and just...i don't know?
:P (i'll go hide now bc that sounds so looney...but not.)