I am so glad you intro'd because now you may feel like you can ask questions and participate.
I know you aren't the only one Marjen. Hope you did not feel like I called you out.
this is really tough. I was a monster in ways the first year of menopause and wanted to leave my husband.
Fortunately I had mama friends to share with and my friend Joy who spent time with me and made me feel happy even though my world was rocking.
I did not even realize what was happening.
I hope the ideas in Susuns books can help. I STILL refer to her work from time to time. She has really great ideas for alot of issues in the pause.