IMO(and form what I learned form lots of teachers)...when you feel worse after tapping, that means a new aspect of an issue has come up. With issues from MS..there can be so many layers. When our bodies feels safer that we are listening to the messages they bring forth symptoms/body messages to give us clues. IT can seem daunting, but it is information to help us deal with the issues and decimate them
You can tap while talking to yourself...asking your higher self...
"why am I feeling worse? My body and my mind know...what could this be???? what do I need to tap on? Body, what are you trying to tell me ?I respect these symptoms as information...thank you body for trying to give me this info so I can tap on this and clear it out. I might not figure it out right now, but I am willing to listen and willing to try...I am getting used to remembering that I know have a great tool to deal with all of this stuff...I know EFT can help, but it is hard to believe most days that it can. There are too many issues, too many things to tap on. It all seems a jumbled mess. My symptoms are trying to tell me something but it is challenging for me to listen carefully and figure it out.
I know I can do it...I know I can...I am listening to you...and I am working on it. What do I need to do? IS there something I can do for you, body to answer the message you are giving me?"
And see what comes up for you. If any images, stories(incidents) words or phrases come up, stop and notice them...then tap on them.
Be gentle with yourself...your body can heal itself. It is totally capable. I know you must feel broken, but you are perfect the way you are. And we love you soo much, Irina.
Remember to try to stay out of your head...don't intellectualize this process...This is much more about going with your heart, your higher self, your intuition.
And it is all about love.
Remember we are here to tap for you some more when you are ready.
Also remember you can work with a practitioner now and then to help you weed through your stuff.