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Old 09-07-2006, 01:59 PM   #3 (permalink)
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Well of course studies and a possible part time job. I did apply places a couple weeks ago and realized I was moving to fast for myself. I need to wait until i am healed completely because every few days I crash. Just adjustments in hormone and healing I think. Saw my rad/onc and he agrees.

I am focusing on music alot. Just downloading stuff...lol but it has been pleasurable.

One of my problems is I shut down when there is too much noise around.

I may listen to music, then the kids get home and they want a snack and livi needs my help and Ben fell down outside, the phone rings 3 times during this and the doorbell rings once while someone turns on the tv. At that point, my brain cannot handle all the noise and busyness and I shut down.

That is my biggest problem...keeping it all together. This has been amplified since my treatment becuase I used to deal with this with no problems.

So outlets...not yet, but soon I hope.
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